I walk by AT&T’s corporate office on a pretty regular basis, as every night I have to do a walkthrough at a satellite datacenter. At any rate, It seems like AT&T isn’t making a good decision by leaving the windows dirty. It makes the building look a bit shady, especially at night, and I can’t imagine anyone who visits during the day finds the building any more inviting.
This kind of follows my own decision making process. I’m trying very hard to not make poor decisions, but lately I feel as if no matter what my intention I’m doing the wrong thing. I really feel like I should be taking a firmer stand, but all I feel is helpless. It’s a really worrying concept for me, since I’m generally a self-assured and decisive person.
I don’t like the way things are going, and what is even more concerning to me is that I do not know what to do about it, to get things back on track. I’m a little lost, and I’m pretty sure no one is rushing to assist me in getting it sorted out. That’s sad.
On a less personal (but still quite important) note, the Spawn has pneumonia, and he isn’t getting what I would consider much better. He finished off his antibiotics, and he has an appointment with his doctor here; however, he slept all night while at work with me (he never does that), and he’s gone back to sleep since then. He’s actually in bed now, I’m mildly worried. =-/
To put a cap on the day, I think I’ve been lied to today (yay for lies before bed), and I imagine I’m going to be lied to a couple more time for the next few days. I am not going to fight those battles though, as much as I would love to do so. Instead, I’m going to (once again make a bad decision) let the lies work themselves out into honesty/truth. We’ll see where that gets me right?
I keep checking my e-mail. I need to stop that, but that means also getting off this computer, and putting my phone on silent so I am not tempted to check it for every little sound or vibration. That means going to bed. So, enough with the depressing, and on with the awesome. Good night everyone!
I'd say something witty, but I'm distracted....what?
